Between the lines of fear and blame you became to wonder why you came

I think I've only one word to "explain" my day, and that's:

I've no nerve to tell you all the things that went wrong the last 3 hours, because I'm scared there will be my next faillure, haha. No I'm not over-acting, the last 3 hours were horrible.

Yesterday I thought good about the rain, but today NOT, actually I'm hating the rain at this moment!